soaking in memories

i jz want to hold u thightly..

to prove how much u mean to me..

to show u my love wit al de passion i hav..

tired..

trying to clear my mind but u keep coming back..

listening...

to de waves tht resembles ur breath o so much..

knowing..

if i cnt even control my own pulse..

wt place would i even have..

if i finally decided to withdraw from our lifes

leaving u in shock n helpless with ur broken heart tht i wil neva touch again

i would hate myself for my selfishness n how cold blooded i cn b..

watching u walk into de sunset alone..neva turning back..

we lost faith in each other

i wont b able to hold ur hand n walk into de evening horizon..

n to grow old wit u n to luv each other wil silver hair..

its nt fair to leave u in de dark reminiscing in vain..

i wil go..

leaving de starry nights tht we once share in our deepest sweetest memories..

i wil fal back frm ur heart n gif way to de new true conqueror..

forget me u mz..

one day the wounds wil scab n evetually heal..

jz hope it de day wil come soon...