sleepless

lately i had my share of nights tht i jz cnt get myself to a gd nite rez..

aikz...

thoughts jz keep floating around n jz wun settle dwn..

finished two books lz nite...erm...actually its 2day morning...haha

i thought i surpassed the phase where one is confused bout life since i told myself to jz live n let live..

yet..

i jz hope tht life sumday cn be mor simpler..

mayb ppl cn be less complicated..selfish..evil...aikz..

thts impossible..stupid human nature..

sumtimes i do hate y did we have de power to think deep..

waste of time...lolz

kl trip

went to kl wit adrian n bl

i jz tag along cz dey gt an extra ticket cz sum1 cnt go..haha

i go partly cz of the free accomodation

y should one turn dwn 4 nites of FOC air con room bed n breakfeast plus a driver tht does not complain n even buys dinner

wahahaha..

i m so bad..

bck to de trip.

1st day

our dear driver(bl's cous) took us to a warehouse/shoplots place on de 1st day

went into esprit n quicksliver

didnt lk de old ah pek style in esprit so got 2 t shirt in quicksilver wit 50% off..so damn cheap

nex stop were de malls of de kl golden triangle 

2pm jj lim..his cute cute face ate up my camera space..haha

walk around times square..sungai wang..pavilion..bought nothing..lol

den wz starhill gallery...omg..luv de deco so much..

since dey hav lk a watch exhibition..we hav to register n get passes to enter..

2nd day

2.30pm Y2J!!!!

lk jj..fattie n blackie oso ate up memory of my poor sd card

den straight to amp court mall(duno de exact spelling bt sumthing lk tht) for 十分红concert

didnt hav tickets at 1st bt our dear cute bl 'seduce' a ntv7 lady and got us 4 tickets..thx thx..haha 

high frm de 1st singer to de lz..super super fun

de oni dwnside is tht it rained a litte and i had to wash my muddy everlast..lol..sob

3rd day

red box @ the gardens

as expected much much bigger n nicer den de 1 at gp...lol

sang my heart out as usual..haha

bt a litte incident occur between bl n adrian at the end of the session bt nth big..

walk around mid valley n the gardens..saw sum cute MnM's earphone at Machines but jz cnt get myself to pay rm89..aikz

dinner wit bl's aunty n cous ..

dey hav tea in de nite in kl..cnt get use to tht yt..

jingle bells

jingle bells..

batman smells..

robin lays an egg...

de bat mobile broke its wheel..

and the joker got away..

genting trip

genting genting..

the funnest peak in Malaysia

as they say

haha..

froze..

finally my 1st time on de corckscrew 

watch a couple of magic performing clowns

went on de space shot til i drop

drove around de go-kart circuit

flew around de litte seat thingi

spotted handful of babes

pulled sum bow strings

pocket sum balls

knock over sum pins

typical genting fun

actually i am quite a fan of genting

cool weather..

lk de mist

lk de cable car

lk de theme park

lk de babes...wuhuhu

lk de whole vibe tht de enviroment gives off

quite a nice place

except for de expensive foodstuff

thank god for instant noodles and mee in cup..wahaha

不了

不爱了

不恨了

不暴晒心事了

不重振心情了

不打理心优了

不填补心洞了

不收拾心碎了

不医治心病了

不麻醉心痛了

不了

开心就好

鱼

鱼不是没有眼泪。。

而是鱼在水中。。

看不到眼泪。。

maybe

maybe reflection isnt always perfect

maybe refraction occurs mostly

maybe angles are not meant to be right

maybe degrees are not meant to be 90

maybe you and me..

maybe..

not..

黑暗

一个人走在黑暗的洞里。。

想着想着。。悟出了一点点歪理。。

人类恐惧的不是黑暗本身。。

而是黑暗里的未知数。。

人类的本性是他们无法去接受黑暗中他们对周围的无知。。

人们都想控制。。明白一切。。

黑暗所覆盖的未知数被历史的雾掩了。。

黑暗并不可怕。。

它可以使我们更接近自己。。

黑暗其实是所有物质的本体。。

光只是黑暗里的衬托品。。

光的微弱往往强化黑暗。。

黑暗里的的光不足为奇。。

光里的黑暗才是强昂的。。

gua tempurung

今天跟了学校的‘疯’友们到神奇的gua tempurung去 lawatan sambil belajar...kononnya..

去之前我们可敬的主席说不好玩可以退钱。。

可是在割了手。。磨了脚后。。他的话如常消失在人海。。 哈哈

还害我把我如船般的校鞋丢在那。。克死异乡。。呜呼哀哉。。大家来为它们默哀三秒。。1..2..3..阿弥陀佛..allah..oh my god..sob..

其实。。

蛮好玩的啦。。

总结。。

洞里的钟乳石美爆。。

洞里的河水冷爆。。

洞里的石头刺得我的脚痛爆。。

洞里的大理石滑爆。。

洞里的导游快爆。。

洞里的天然滑梯危险爆。。

悬

双眼悬在你的名字。。

手指悬在键盘按键。。

想念悬在可爱笑容。。

心声悬在文字之间。。

爱。悬。眩。玄。

数学

人生几何，何必学几何，学了又如何。。

让我告诉你一个凄美的故事。。

故事发生在一个遥远的国度。。一位可爱的男生。。一个自我坚持的理念。。

他有一个天敌。。他选择了面对。。可是。。

无能为力的他。。在一个清晨。。放了。。弃了。。

旁人的冷风热潮被他绝于心外。。清了。。明了。。

他无惧。。无畏。。他知道他的天赋是放下。。

他明白勉强是没有幸福的。。

数学。。他说。。你归西吧。。

Tropic Thunder

De title speaks for de movie itself..

A hilarious thunder in de tropics of SEA

Ben stiller,Jack Black,Robert Downey Jr..awesome 3some..

Ben and Jack i would expect to be funny but whn both amazing afican american and australian accents came out from ironman's mouth..

Blew..haha

And a golden triangle crack manafacturing gang that is lead by a rocket launching kid that worship Simple Jack..hahaha

Jack Black will cradle ur balls nigga...haha

Tom Cruise dancing to Low..omg.haha

u mamamamake me happy!

俗怨

泪形幕

俗境压

吾无怨

优雅愁

life

I stand on this crossroad of fate..

picking up my pieces of my shattered heart..

inflating my lifeless soul with lie's of fools..

fatuously..

秋水

碧如玉

清似镜

深比黑

一双瞳人剪秋水

别再用粗俗的言语骂人了。。用可爱的海星！

Nex time when u are thinking of insulting somebody..

don't use those foul and nasty words..use..

STARFISH!

doubt

sometimes i doubt myself..

do i hav what it takes?

am i on de right path?

is my sensiblity stil intact?

can i stil put effort into anything?

when,what,where,ultimately who am i..

these doubts come and go..

what stays is de aftertaste and the tiny shattered pieces of answers that i've collected along the way..

it makes u realize what matters is just to be simply happy..

what u acheive in ur life dont even take up the space of an electron in the vast span of time and space..

u can oni hope for de bez..

u can play the game of life wit all out..

but ask urself..

is it worth it?

years of struggling to get to the top

u may triumph..u may not..

if u do..whats left? an empty caspa i say..

den if u dont..sry..

some people may say since u have 1 life..

u mz try ur bez to make it as colourful as u cn..

why?

simplicity is the hardest and moz worthy lifestyle u can get in this everchanging era 

as cliche as it sounds..its so true..

u oni hav 1 life..live and let live!

325ml of coke or mayb a cup of rich latte

a nice book

a cool drizzle on a hot afternoon

simply..perfectly..happily

下雨天

南拳妈妈的下雨天

述说雨天与思念的故事

我的下雨天

是惆怅的乌云。。

是心中的雨滴。。

是爱你的狂风。。

虚脱

虚。。

虚到只感觉到双脚肌肉的持续收缩及放松。。

荒渺地。。

支撑着充满乌尘的左右脑。。

迎面风。。

吹散无壳无实的灵魂。。

轻

轻轻一击

碎了

轻轻一摇

醒了

轻轻一动

走了

轻轻一拉

散了

轻轻一句

结了

轻轻地。。

MATHS

omfg..

i hate maths like how much china still hate japs for world war 2..

i disgust those mathematicians..

dont dey have sumthing better to do other den stuffing their empty pathetic souls with numbers and formulas??

dont dey hav a life??

but...i do admire those around me tht hav de mind capacity and patience to put up with those mind numbing math clz n teachers..

dey even get god knows wtf fun out of solving unhuman questions..

i hav a fren tht gt 99 marks for maths while i jz gt 2..yap..over a 100...hahahaha

sad...yet i m nt ashame at it at all..

cz i noe tht guy...n i c him everyday..

u will get wt i mean if u noe him...omg...

his stomach is stuffed with numbers..hard as a wok...i m nt kidding..

sry...haha...bt its damn true..

u may say i m jz too stupid to admit tht i m stupid...(huh?)

hwever...maths does nt mean a thing to me..

i rather go memorize history den trying to understand those useless laws...(lor mee i noe la...de one near komtar is nice...lol..haha)

some ppl jz hav born talent for things..sadly.. i dont hav it in maths..

i admit it..maths kills whn it comes to me..i will nt make an effort to save it nw or even in de future..

i wun force myself to learn sumthing tht i dont lk and tht is completely useless i bcum a fking mathematicians..

fk algebra!

fk arithmetic!

fk calculus!

fk geometry!

fk statistics!

fk trigonometry!

fk maths!

活着

许多人不懂。。

活着要干嘛。。

活着为了实现梦想。。但。。

梦想往往幻化成可悲的幻想。。

挤破了头。。

达到啦。。

却失去了自我。。

只剩个空壳。。

我呢。。

活着嘛。。

就笑那些空壳啊。。

你争我夺的世界里。。

我选择了。。

a.隔岸观火

b.袖手旁观

c.自命清高

d.颓废

待续。。

blogging..perhaps?

1^st post  1^st star in the sky  1^st child in an pleasantly disformed family..

I like to read..reading makes u think about and learn things that our damned edu system will never stuffed us with..

Sarcasm..

Violence..

Relationships..

Manipulation..

Lying..

Friends………………………………………………..

I personally like those with black humor..aspiring…wahaha

And sometimes I even think bout my life…exhausting..

Reading blogs are also fun..

Retards make u laugh..

Intellectuals make u wanna stuff dem and their so called big words into a sack and just bend it like beckham into the sea..

Don’t forget those  that can just talk einstein into colouring instead to grow an prehistoric electrified jungle on his head..

But there are also those that tell..bout their life that no 1 give a crap about..bout realtionships(omg)..bout prices of oil(plz)…bout changing de world(wteva)..etc

I m one of them…judge me..

I m waiting..

So here’s to this post and to the blog legacy urs truly is gonna start to rumble..

Cheers…