Its sad, so sad
Its a sad, sad situation
And its getting more and more absurd
Its sad, so sad
Why can't we talk it over
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word

Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word by Elton John, Lyrics by Bernie Taupin

wt cn i say mor bsides dis 5 letters tht is so often thrown around bt rarely spoken throught de heart..

i neva meant to hurt any1 in anyway..im jz me..no 1 cn change tht..even i myslef hate dis part of me..aikz..

sure..i did hurt u...a sin tht wil burden me for de rez of my life..

talking to u..looking into ur eyes..makes me go bck..way bck...hw it started n hw it end for us...

u r mor den a fren to me nw..n tht wil neva change..its sad tht u cnt c tht..mayb de hurt i hav caused is jz too much for u to find strength to move on..

i moved on..i hope u wil too...mayb guys reali do pul out frm relationships better..yt..i assure u..it still hurts frm time to time..

evil masked clowns

stumbled over pink's 'funhouse' d other day..

de chorus goes..

'dis used to be a funhouse..bt nw its fulled of evil clowns..

its time to start de countdwn..im gonna burn it dwn,dwn dwn!'

humans r undoubtly de mos evil n ugliest orgamisns who hav ever roamed dis filthy planet..

nt physically bt spiritually..

dey r selfish beings who oni purpose to continue breathing is to waste de limited oxygen we hav left..

sry..hehe....

hw cn bez frens bcum complete strangers over sum itty bitty matter..lolz..

hw cn a couple bcum a burden for each other even after dey broke up..

hw cn a father n his son hav a gap so big even 2 decades of days n nites cnt cloze it up..

human relationships r a simple n vy delicate link..

its easliy tied up n complications cn ezily occur jz by a few words or sum actions..

ppl abuse dis delicate situation for their own gd without considering de feelings of other ppl..although i myself dun care much tooo..hehe

its hard enough to b living ur own life

so dun care so much as long as u think ur rite..follow ur heart wit rasionality..

plz...

stop wearing dose masks..

it wil oni numb de pain for a while..it wil come bck later to haunt u eventually..

embrace each other wit open hearts n stop de war..

its jz too sad to c ppl around me goin dwn everyday n im helpless too...aikz...

sick---10th july

lol...stupid nose..

5 packs of tissue cnt stop de "flood" frm my nostrils

damn flu...could it be h1n1...wao..haha

actually i quite lk being sick

u gt dizzy n wt ppl say stim stim

u think a lot n slp..

u get emo n u get high..

kinda lk being drunk..hehe